Hi, fitness friends!
I am so sorry I have been MIA for so long. I struggle to even get on the computer to pay bills, much less do any social media stuff. Workouts are hit or miss and as of today I was in such a tizzy earlier I finally just bailed on working out. I have either lost, misplaced, or mistakenly tossed Darrell's last coffee cup from the hospital. I am absolutely sick about it. I know, it's just a coffee cup, but it is special to me and he asked me to hang on to it that day. It is stuff like this that gets me so upset that I just can hardly function. I am hopeful it is stuck in a box or bag that I am not looking in because I 'put it away for safekeeping' so it wouldn't get crushed. I worry, though, that when I was doing some recycling that it went out.
I took last week and this week off just to deal with lingering paperwork and work through some emotions. I am meeting with an attorney mid January to get the rest of the things that require legal assistance completed (beneficiary deed on our house and DH's dad's house, new will, etc.). It just never seems to end.
I thought a while back I would be better as things went along, but it seems that sometimes it just gets worse. I have never been apart from him for longer than 2 weeks, so this is excruciating. We always talked every day even when I traveled.
DD and I are talking about taking a short getaway trip, but even that sounds like more headache than it is worth... planning, packing, returning, laundry, going back to the office 1/4.
Speaking of work, we moved into our temporary facility (for the tear down and new construction of our HQ) and I know that has messed with everything as much as everything else because my entire world is in upheaval. I don't mean to pour this out here but while I am here for the moment, I'm sharing.
I sincerely miss you guys. Thank you for your cards and gifts this year. Sherry also put together an amazing care package and I have to say it was one of my favorite gifts - ever. So awesome and generous and thoughtful. I am saving every single card and note that was included and will be using every gift. She even sent me a tee shirt and it's washed and ready to wear now.
Anyway, I'd better go for now. I will likely never catch up and for that I apologize. I will try to do better with check-ins. Maybe that will help me get back into a pattern.
Waves!!