Rest day... done.
P90X Yoga... DONE!
I woke up on Monday with a crick (best way to describe it) that went from the middle of the shoulder blade up to my neck. So I took the day off exercise. I don't know if it was my shoulder work or a sleeping issue, but I took the day off so it wouldn't get worse. Yesterday I slept like crap, maybe 4 hours of sleep. So I did P90X yoga, because that muscle still hurt and was making it hard to turn my head. I used my yoga blocks, and also used my weight bench for balance during the warrior 3 and all the poses with that one. I was able to stretch and feel it more that way.
I slept like crap again last night, almost 5 hours but not quite. I was able to take a nap yesterday for about 90 minutes, so hopefully it'll all balance out. I was sleeping so good for a while
So today I might do yoga again. My neck is better, but not great. I still feel the muscle. I was hoping the yoga would put my bones and muscles back in alignment and get rid of the crick! I took an extra magnesium to hopefully let me sleep and also to get rid of some really achey muscles I have been having in my legs and glutes/hips. I have just been uncomfortable.
I don't know if this will end up being an off week while I try to get rid of these aches and pains, or if I will get back to lifting. Right now it's looking like a yoga week though.
The weather has been nice, in the 70's. We have gotten a little more done on the garage, but we are still stuck at 6'. DH is suddenly listing all this stuff we have to do before we build more or pour concrete in the existing walls... rough in plumbing, electrical, seal the foundation, put in drains around the foundation, get the dirt. I don't know how to do a lot of it, so it's frustrating and sounds like it's going to take a lot of time and money. I have a feeling that the garage will be built, but the house will not. We have already taken a year and have to get this done before February (when our building permit expires, and we are not allowed to renew) and I was feeling optimistic that we could do it, but now with all this busy work and winter looming, I am not feeling optimistic at all. I think we are going to be doing a LOT in the snow and it's kinda making me mad.
DH took time off from doing anything with the garage to work on his shop when he moved to not only remodel the space but also to get it up and running. He is definitely integral to getting all this done, I don't have the knowledge. We lost most of our 1 year permit by killing the spring and summer with all that, and now winter, I am afraid, if it's a bad one will kill our 6 month extension. I dunno. I am just feeling frustrated and in a "hurry up and wait" zone. I just don't see how this will get done. I was under the impression it would be cheaper and easier. We build the walls, the rest would follow and we could do when the snow hit, in the comfort of being inside the enclosed space. Now it's looking like the walls being built is the last thing we are doing. I just don't see how this will work. ugh.
Plus the "stuff we need to do" keeps climbing, along with the expense of doing it. I told DH that if we ever build the house, we will just have someone do it for us. There's no way we can get it done in the 1 year + 6 months the permit is good for. He said, rightfully, that it would be more expensive. However, I am thinking for everything that needs to be done and the time limit to do it, that might be a trade off we have to make. We can't even get a stinking garage done in the time frame allowed. A house would be impossible.
Ok, that was a long vent, but I am basically frustrated to tears. I felt like I was finally getting the space/garage I have been wanting for 15 years, and now it's more expensive, taking forever to build, and becoming a problem. I told DH I wanted it done before the snow and cold and I don't think it will be, he said it will. I don't think he's realizing we only have weekends to work on it due to his job/shop/school (he's also a full time student, so we have the working against us too). Winter here is knocking on our front door. We always start getting uncomfortable cold and our first snow by Halloween!!
Ugh. So, I will instead focus on my workouts, focus on school with LB, and focus on getting healthy. I need to just take my mind away from the garage, try to relax about it, and live like I always have for 15 years. In the crap house, but at least I have my workout room!!
Eventmom: LB rode the horse again on Tuesday, but she is nervous. That bucking and unexpected trot scared her, and she has her confidence shaken. She knows she needs to not show it and try to regain her confidence to ride, but she is really having trouble with that. I probably didn't help by staying closer than I usually do to try to make her feel more at ease like I was going to be able to help if something happened, but that may have made her feel less relaxed because she felt like I was doing it because I was nervous too. I was, but I guess not doing it because I was nervous, but because I want her to feel comfortable again.
I just feel like everything is falling apart right now, and I can't fix it. Both with the horse and with the garage!!
I think having the saddle on helps her. I got her a riding helmet, plus we discussed how it would be hard for her to fall off with the western saddle on, with the stirrups and the saddle horn to hold on to. I am feeling like I need to take a few days off from everything, and regroup. My brain is just feeling scattered on everything, which I know isn't helping with the horse thing!!
The horse she is on is basically obese, lazy, and just wants to be pet. Which is good, because LB is a beginner. The horse is just so big though, that it is intimidating! I told LB I might ask to just do ground training for today if we train, just to see if we can get some confidence back. And so I can just relax whatever in me is in high gear. Maybe that's why I'm sleeping so crappy.
I did inquire to sign her up for Westernaires to start in October 2021, so hopefully that will help us also! She's excited.
I hope everything is working out well for you,
Ebianco. We need you to relax too!!!