I'm relieved that the issue of being of the same page as your partner was brought up. Honestly Cristina, I just believe that there has to be another way to solve this issue for the immediate time. Maybe a relationship counselor would help DH appreciate your perspective & keep the communication positive.
In my circumstance the sides were reversed: I definitely wanted more children & DH didn't. I'd wanted a large family consistently since childhood; DH told me for years he did but later (when I was ready to go for a third) admitted he agreed because he thought I'd leave if he didn't. The issue still causes pain for me, though I am sincerely grateful for my 2 amazing teenage sons that he did agree to have. If DH had gone ahead & gotten snipped, especially when we were in our 20s, I would have stayed, though I have a bad feeling it may have come up again. Obviously, he had a right to not have more children, but something about making the decision for both of us so abruptly would have made me feel disrespected, even if that is wrong-I'm just being honest. I was respectful, obviously, by not having any children "accidentally," which I was shocked to find was fairly common among friends. We both treasure our family as it is now.
This is just such an important, emotional decision for you both, that it just seems wise to proceed cautiously. I hope I didn't overstep & sound judgmental- this has just been a big issue in our lives.
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