It sounds like it's too late to warn you to hide your credit cards from yourself.
Enjoy the stuff you have gotten and applying some of the ideas and principles you've come across here. Like Renda said, you might want to find a check in to get to know a smaller group of people. All of them are open and you can join by just replying to a thread and introducing yourself. Regardless of what you do or don't do, enjoy it!
(Lee Child! I
his books! That series is a really good one.)